I am so sad right now.
I lost my dog last night and I am in a lot of pain. She was my bestfriend and I have had her since I was a little girl. Suki was always there for me, no matter what the problem. She always accepted me. But now the house feels empty and silent and sad. And [..more..]
Exotic
I would really like my next boyfriend to be tall and exotic. Like Avan Jogia exotic. That man is sexy. He’s a wee bit too young, not really since I’m only 25, but mmmhmmm he is so very sexy. I could stare into his eyes for hours and get lost. Wooooo….. I hope I can [..more..]
My mom loves the dogs and neighbor more than her own family
At first it was awesome that mom made friends with the next door neighbor. It was good that she someone to talk to rather than the people at work and some of the older neighbors. Mom even lost some weight when taking the dogs out on walks with our neighbor! Which is great! Nothing could [..more..]
Me+You=Her Inbetween
Were back together again!!! but the only problem is… her… She broke your heart, she changed you… You say you love me, but if she needed you… you’d run to her IMMEDIATELY! I don’t know what to say…I don’t know how to feel… All i know is.. its every time we get back together, she [..more..]
rewind
I’m so confused right now and I don’t know what to do, my life is worthless,the plans that I made were all useless,and everytime I decide to start over something happens and breaks me down, and I have nobody that I can trust or I can talk to.. wherever I do it always seems pointless [..more..]
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You give me butterflies.
Again
I feel empty again. I feel drained. I think you’re the reason why and if only I was brave enough to talk to you about how much I like you and how silly I feel when I’m aground you. How lame and cliched my thoughts about you are. I wish I could tell you. I [..more..]
this is a load of barnacles so skip me
I don’t care about anything anymore. I just want to sleep forever and never wake up A year ago, I would have chided myself for being so apathetic. “What will everyone say? You’re the top student and have a job (a job that has s*** pay but still…) so you have to do your best [..more..]
I have to be stronger
I think i was 1 percent stronger than usual today.. I tried not to cry hearing my dads awful words to me.. But i cried as soon as i came in my room. But again, not as much as usual, i’m trying to practice to hold it in.. It hurts like hell, but i have [..more..]
really…?
you made plans with me for spring break nut instead your going to go to michigan with a friend that almost raped me.. that sounds like such a good plan. why you are even friends with him anymore i dont even know. trying not to cry in school is one of the hardest feelings ever [..more..]