Posted by Anonymous on 2012/11/21 under Uncategorized I cannot bear what life throws at me! My major school project is falling apart. Without it I can’t graduate high school. My friends are all fake dumb b****es who just don’t seem to grasp what life really is. It’s like they’re stuck in this comfort bubble while I do all the work outside it. I’m afraid of failure, yet I keep being one anyway. Classmates bully me because I used to have B.O. Teachers hate me. I’m not pretty and boys mock me by covering their noses while I pass. Family’s not that great too. My father and brother are fighting, I’m stuck being the one my father shouts at since my brother’s not around. My mother’s outside the country, so she doesn’t really know what’s going on. I have a speculation that my father is cheating on my mother with her sister. Added to all of that is my nosy granmother who interferes with absolutely EVERYTHING and blames the wrong people in all situations. I confronted my papa and tried to calmly tell him to stop all these fights, but instead of stopping he found some problem with me and blamed me endlessly. He can’t admit that sometimes, he could be wrong. I wish to die because God seems to be missing. I’m starting to disbelieve in his existence. F*** my stupid life. KILL ME NOW! KILL ME NOW! KILL ME NOW!