College sucks. I haven’t even started yet and it’s making my life difficult already. There’s this girl and we both really like each other. She doesn’t want a serious relationship though because I am going away for college and she “doesn’t want to hold me back”. Now, we continue to hang out like everything is normal; I pick her up, take her out somewhere or do something with her, go back to one of our houses and then hook up. I keep telling myself that I don’t mind. I mean, hey, I’m getting some action, but I actually have feelings for this girl and knowing that she’s afraid to commit to a relationship sucks.