Posted by Anonymous on 2012/04/29 under Uncategorized Just because it doesnt bother you doesnt mean it isnt disgusting to me…this is how I feel about the nastiest of houses that I live in with my husband. To make matters worse, a rat or more? has died in the wall and the smell is disgusting. I wish I could push rewind and go back to where I lived before and not made the decision to come back to my husband for another try…I should have known that I wouldnt be able to deal with this house. I feel like setting it on fire. Seriously it is horrible. My only positive is my grandson. He is my world. I want custody of him so we can live where we want to. But its not going to happen and it makes me sad cuz in eight months I will move away again to the state that I want to live inbut but will be without him…I know my daughter loves him but not like me…I dont trust my son in law to treat him right…I have so much bringing me down…tired of being sad…I miss my mom and my sister…they are my only friends.really..they r who I can tell anything too…I am to embarassed to tell anyone else…I cant b honest with my husband either cuz he he doesnt understand