Why am I being left out? I went bowling with a friend, my two cousins, and my brother. We’re supposed to feel close, like family (especially my bro) but I never felt more alone than in that instant. They played around each other and cheered each other on, even when they did a horrible job at trowing the bowling ball. When I threw the ball, no one would pay attention, just talk and mess around. I was surrounded by supposed friends….but I’ve never felt more alone. It seem that happens a lot lately, people who I thought I could trust, leave me behind.