Posted by Anonymous on 2012/03/27 under Uncategorized I’m 17 i live with my neighbors before I moved in with them I used to live with my sister right next door (apartments). Before I lived with my sister I lived with my grandparents raised literally till I was 14 my mom passed away from breast cancer when I was three I wasn’t the only child she left behind I am the youngest I have to older brothers one is 30 the other 23 my older sister 31 I love them all with all my heart they are my family I can’t hate them for anything even though I think and know they aren’t doing good in life it was harder for them when our mother passed away because they actually know what was going on I didn’t I was only a baby in my mind I don’t remember our mother I don’t know her but in pictures only I look a lot like her we have the same hair and almost same exact face shes beautiful. Our brothers were always trouble makers from school to home and the streets they would end up in cross roads or In trouble with the law our father was a drunkie my mother knew him sense she was 15 had her first baby at age 16. She always stood beside our father no matter how much bad he could cause she still loved him, he wasn’t the best father out here he could of done better but hes still our father and our mother loved him till the day she died. Our father was violent from what I’ve heard he was scary but when it came to family needs he would be there my sister says we never needed anything they had everything not very high class but in the middle. We were physically and fincially stable just not mentally.. All that affected all of us after my mom died I was put to live with my sister and she was only 17 our aunts and uncles wanted to take care of us both just not our brothers so my sister decided to move in with a recent bf she had no other choice she never loved him but she did it for own good it worked out for a little bit but her bf mistreated her and that wasn’t healthy for her we all thank her for what she’s done for us she’s the best sister we have ever had I was still 3 years old she found a job and I had to stay with my grandparents while she worked till one day my granndparents decided to let her know that I’ll do better with them she knew it was true and she left me with them she cried because it was our first time being apart and not living together anymore. Our brothers were hardly at her house with her bf, her bf didn’t like our brothers. He was such a jealous person the biggest scary jealous person. She eventually left him after 4 years she never got to love him. My brothers hate him I do too. Our father left to California as soon as our mom passed away he left us 1000 dollars to survive off that it was too hard and not enough he could of done better. After all that my sister met a new person her new bf who was very sweet in her eyes he was the most romantic bf ever because she had never felt that way before she fell in love. And made her life with him for 7 years they had there house there kids then he cheated. Now she’s with his best friend she’s married for the first time she’s a Jehovah witness she had her first boy with him and she says shes happy. When i moved in with my grandparents we still in georgia till I was 13 we moved to Florida and ended back here they left to there home state they couldn’t live here in the USA it was too expensive for them now because of that I moved in with my sister because I need my education and she was all wild and party minded all the time that’s how she started to hang out with her ex best friend who was recently divorced and heart broken they both were heart broken they liked each other one day they made a baby then led to living together And getting married after that my sister fealt so bad she decided to be a Jehovah witness I understand that it makes since and it’s true in some ways but there are times when it gets really annoying it’s too much obligations that don’t even make since sometimes I had to move out. My neighbor understands me shes like my mother she always told me that’s not the way to live life whatever makes you happy do it if it doesn’t don’t take it, and that’s yet by far the best advice a person has ever told me in life and trust me I took it the one and only chance I took it. Well today a couple of minutes ago I was at my sisters right next door And my brother was there and we were talking about my bf who we now have half a year together and they really want to meat him we were in her kitchen and my brother wanted to see a picture so I showed it to him from my phone then he passed it on to his gf to se him then all of sudden I see that my sister is calling someone on speaker with my phone I see who she’s calling nd its my bf she really made me mad if she wants to know she can ask me he was in class he goes to collage I had to snap the phone away and walked out so mad and my brother (30)chased me asked me why I was so mad and it made me even more mad then I just talked it out with my brother and he said to Ask my bf to go to his house to meat him everyone is gng to be there that means my sister will be there talking about lectures from the bible and how life should be and asking my bf if he wants to marry me and my brother is gonna be so drunk he’s gonna want to start a fight with him I mean all this is going to scare him away it’s not supposed to be like this my family thinks I’m embarrassed from them but I’m just trying to do the right thing and not cause any problems!!!!!! And I hate the fact that I have to live with my neighbors cause they’re not my family! All though they are the best people ever they are so nice and understand EVERYTHING . I don’t want to hear people saying and telling me that they are just trying to care of me I’ve heard it millions of times and they just seem to make everything hard they can take care of me but not in that way no ones grabs your phone like that and calls your bf to interrogate him that is the most disrespectful thing to do ever. My family seems like they have no respect and it sucks that I’m the only one who sees and notices it.
Were Mexican btw my brother got deported to Mexico(23) my dad is currently in california.
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