Somewhere To Write

Posted by Anonymous on 2019/06/01 under Life

Today
The stars are shut
Only a few can be seen
From my point of view

My prisma forbids me from myself
I am but an automathon
I know the way of rising again
Its just Im not feeling like so

Will I ever open again my eyes
The way I used to
Or will I forever be still
Feeling blue
Like this empty sky
In this desert of emotions
Dry, alone
Company makes it worse

I lost my place
Or even worse
I realized I never was meant to be in the one I was put
This mind of mine made me want more than I could ever achieve?
Am I to blame for desiring the moon?
I never got there

Times are changing
And I feel like Im moving backwards
Or that I surpassed it, and now I cant understand where I am
I got myself too far from the others
And now I feel isolated

I see the effort of the rest
Trying to make me the one I was again
And Im fearing there is no turning back
I reject their help
I reject their smiles and jokes
I reject their hugs and love
I only want to lay down in self-pity
And disappear

Tonight, the sky is morning dew
The stars are shining, the moon is full
They all come and go, they all die, get born and grow
And me, in my ever shrinking Pluto
Remain still
And watch them go

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