Posted by Anonymous on 2018/11/27 under Kids God, I do really resendaumeant Sister G. and M. for making me stop searching for easter eggs on easter that one year. I was finding them too quickly and it was making Gretchen upset and so I was told to slow down and let her find the rest. I am embarassed that this matters to me but I am also willing to respect my resentments for what they are, weights that are not allowing me to forward move my recoveries anonymous program of recoveries anonymous. Personal and social relations ad self-esteem and sense of reality I could do my best to be a big brother and allow Gretchen to find these easter eggs. Even though I know where they are. I have to move as slowly as possible to allow her to achieve this: something. If I had as much selflessness as God I might be okay. But I still don't, I have an abundance of self that gets in the way and tries to remind me that I need to get what I am owed. But I accept that this is not the way the world works. I have to accept that I can't allways get what I want (so forth.) I can make a living amends to myself for naturally being an upset kid and to my sister for undermining her by letting her beat me and so forth. That is a jerky part of me that I don't know how to let go of. I can unconditionally accept that I am absence in the face of God. I don't even know what's wrong with Me. God remove this short coming of what it is. Allow me to move forward in terms of this recoveries anonymous process. I am aware that I cannot but God can. Allow me to die a little bit more. So forth. Silently Anonymous, -The Archer