Posted by Mindy1718 on 2015/05/14 under Uncategorized I’m only 19 and the loss of so many things in my life had changed. The high school easy life had ended and no the hard college life is also ending. The friends that were once friends are now no longer my friends. College had changed this girl and this girl doesn’t know if she likes this kind of life that has changed so much in life. Life is filled with difficulties and there is no way you could change it. It has its perk but yet it has the awful things that tend to haunt a person. A child will never know what is right from wrong until they are taught it. They can choose whether or not if they will choose that path. Is there a person that I can count on? Who knows for sure… I decided to stop going to college and working from now on because college is a waste of my time if I’m not going to take it serious. failing twice a semester is bad you know. It’s just like high school all over again to be honest… Not taking it seriously that I almost didn’t graduate. Not caring of what the future holds up until my junior year of high school was a blast! No worries was my thing and now things has changed. I am no longer a child and I don’t like it to some extent. No longer is this adult going to be persuaded to see so much worldly distractions. College isn’t for me and I know it. I did have good experiences but a year has passed and now is the time to try something new. I wish to keep getting more instead of losing. Losing things, people, and myself isn’t what the plan is. The plan is to get myself together so that the future would hold a greater purpose for myself. If picturing the future won’t work then I should just keep trying right? To be honest confusing myself always happens. When you think too much about it then the more confusing things are. I should let go of the things that aren’t necessary…. Be more free.