Posted by Mindy1718 on 2015/01/02 under Uncategorized Well… I don’t know what the f*** is happening right now but I guess I’m moving? What the hell is a 18 year old supposed to go anyways!? Things like this makes me mad… What a great time for myself to find a place on my own and get a job that is well paid for! My grades suck for sure too! I hate learning so much crap in college. What is it like to be free? I don’t know the full extent of it. I’ve only felt free when I was gone with my friends but it’s only every rare chance that they’re seen by me. The rave was fun and the new year vacation with them was fun too but that freedom is long gone now. The mother of mine always grinds me gears! Ugh she pisses me off all the time! That is why I have to leave. Yes! I’ll give her money every now and then but I cannot live a person who makes me angry by just the sight of her or the constant argumentation that goes on like 24/7. I need to go but I feel as though something is pulling me back to where my mother is or is it a lingering feeling of being scared of leaving all by myself? No! It’s because there’s a sense of duty here that feels as though it’s not done yet. So how long until this feeling goes away? How long will this suffering go for? Well, I guess I better find out a lot later then…
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Mindy, Life is never what we expect it to be. I know that college is fun, yet a pain as well. Have you talked with her to let her know how you feel? I’m not one to pick a side or to tell you how to deal with the situation at hand. I can only offer you advice. For instance sit down and talk with your mother. I assume your in the process of moving? She may seem a bit on the constructive side of things because she is trying her best in the way that she thinks is the best for you. I don’t know what circumstances have ultimately led to this fork in the road. Do you? or have to seen a pattern that has effected the way things used to be with your mother? I’m not sure what you mean by a sense of duty because I don’t know what is going on. I’m sorry I cannot help further with the information that is currently available to me. However I’m here if you need me.