what am i suppose to do, when everyday the thought of killing myself passes through my mind, when i begin to cut myself just to see how much it will bleed, when I’m a popular girl at school but i feel like everyone hates me, when I’m constantly surrounded by a sea of people, and always feel completely alone, when I’m too scared to tell my parents i want to see my psychologist again, when i stop myself from ever being close to anyone because of the constant fear of being hurt and when the person who made you feel like this is the first place, doesn’t even care about you anymore at all.