Posted by Anonymous on 2013/02/01 under Uncategorized I have have had a number of relationships in my life, all different kinds of relationships. When I compare all of the ones I’ve had in the past I can not even compare them to the one I am in currently. I never believed in true love, never even wanted to get married but since I’ve met him everything has changed. I don’t even know how to put it into words, everything just works. I have known him a little over a year and we’ve been dating for about 6 months. I know it doesn’t seem like that long and normally I would be out of the “honeymoon” stage of dating at this point and would just be content, however this is not a normal relationship for me. I’ve been waiting to find out what the catch to this relationship is. Everyday I am just so in shock that I haven’t found something that drives me crazy about him, this is not to say we don’t disagree because we do… especially since I often share my strong feminist views with him and generally have a very strong personality, as my friends growing up referred to me as their token “b****” friend. But even though we discuss lots of taboo things for new couples such as life goals, children’s names and even politics, we somehow always come to a civil conclusion. I’ve never felt so loved or appreciated and everyday my only stress is that he may wake up and realize I’m not what he wants. I am aware that this sounds like I’m putting him on a pedestal and I know he’s not perfect and makes mistakes. Sometimes I get irritated with things he does, as does everyone. But the feelings I am experiencing so outweigh the negatives. He is so thoughtful and caring. He is always positive and supports me when I am stressed or anxious. He tells me the truth and encourages me to make good decisions and think things through. I just feel so balanced when I am with him. I hope someone accepts you the way you are. You deserve it. Have hope. I hope one day you can feel the way I feel because I once thought I loved someone, and that is nothing to what I feel now. I hope you wake up everyday and think about that person first and the same thing happens with them. You deserve to be as happy as I have been and even if it’s just for a little while, embrace every second of this experience. I hope you feel warm, hugged when you’re not and I hope you feel homesick when you’re away from them (this happens a lot as he is not home during the week). If you have had this experience I hope it didn’t end bitterly for you, and if it did I hope you can remember how you felt on the good days, not to repeat it, or go back to it, but to be able to embrace it. Everyone deserves it. I hope you fall in love.
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This is amazing, and I am so very happy for you. It sounds like true love, when you are so happy that you just want others to feel that way. I hope that I one day, am as lucky as you are
Thank you, I hope this made you feel as good as I feel 🙂