so ,I have been trying to deny this , to avoid it ,but I always face the hollow ugly truth . I think am in love with my best friend…but he’s not.I just know it…he keeps talking about this amazing girl..whom he is crazy in love with….and I cant helpmy self but to say..I wish it was me…:'(….its hurts so much seeing him in love with another girl. It does..I’ve tried to show him that I truely care for him..but then, he kept movingaway from me,,I guess he figured it out..that i truely like him. so he kept his distance…now, I feel horrible…I want to stop loving him..but I cant..I see him everyday..and It just..it hurts so much.. :”(