I just snapped at him, at my best friend, I didn’t mean to I didn’t want to but the very first word I read from him just made me so mad, as his words continued I was getting so annoyed. then I just snapped at him, as soon as I said it I felt bad, I hadn’t wanted to and now he thinks he did something wrong, he didn’t, but he wont listen when I say it was my fault and that im sorry.
I feel like I want to hit him, I am tired of dealing with him, but I also know I would never find someone like him again, and he understands me, even the crazy messed up in the head part of me. he doesn’t get mad at me, so why did I snap at him when he has been nothing but kind to me?