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Posted by on 2013/01/09 under Uncategorized

basically when i was younger my best friend was this guy. we grew up together. He was genuinely my best friend, we would talk to each other for hours and hours. we would sit and watch the stars in a tent in the garden, he taught me how to play cricket and made me his parctice partner.we sat playing compter games and fighting over who won. we’d sit on the swings. his mum was my mums best friend so we would sneak glances at each other whenever they were in the room. He was my first kiss,nothing happened but we were still best friends. he made me feel safe, he made me laugh when i didnt want to. He made me feel like i’ve never ever felt before, i felt tingly when i was around him, its like adrenaline. but then his mum and my mum had an arguement and never spoke again. i havent spoken to him for years because i dont want to betray my mum, but its been years. i still think about him and everytime i think about him i get that feeling in my stomach again. we’ve seen each other in the street and just made eye contact and walk by. but i dont know. its a stupid. i really dont know if its love or what it is. it hurts when i think about how we’re strangers now.he probably doesnt even know who i am. please tell me 1) what to do 2) if its love or just whatever it is.

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