It’s offbeat for me to share my feeling online, but seriously I am out of options and I a tired of all the people in my life. Since my best friend left me because of stupid people who came between us, and ruined a simple misunderstanding between me and him, my brain has gone out of order. It has been a month already but it felt like years. Normally I am not this emotional, but when you love someone so purely how can you ever be okay with that ! We spent so much time together doing everything, I just miss him so badly. I wish I can do something to bring him back, he is a very good person I know that. Yet I am not letting go of the past, I can’t.
However I always get inspired by contradictable proverbs, movies or even signs, that shows at sometimes as I should let go and others that shows that I should fight for what I want. I am frozen I cannot think, I cannot do anything properly, I simply miss him. :'(
I am very sorry. Sometimes it is best to move on to a new chapter in life. Because if you keep staying on the past chapter, you will never finish the story. My belief is that everything happens for a reason and sometimes we get lost and problems occur but it all works out. And if and your best friend are meant to be best friends, something will work out. Just have hope for the future and concentrate on the beautiful things you do have.