trying
I am so thankful I thought that yeah but so far I think good I have ten days to get rest because my mom will be here so it would be nice to have some sex fun before she comes back here but then I don’t know because it has been a long time since [..more..]
random
today is really getting to me it feels like no matter how hard i try its never enough for you i try to do everything to make u happy but it fels like u get mad at me over every little thing i just dont understan u make me feel like less of person and [..more..]
to all the ppl who used me
you did so much bad to me, played with my emotions and body. Now that i’m scarred for life, my brain and heart is scarred. i’m incapable of trusting anyone. i do not make friends anymore. i’m always scared inside. totally messed up emotions. i live in a closed shell. all you horrible human beings. [..more..]
Poem/Lyrics.
What does it take to write some lyrics To write a song or a poem that wont be picked apart by critics To put in something meaningful about souls, and spirits Id love to write a song but I’d leave you in hysterics. Also i’d have to make it rhyme, and im s*** at that,so [..more..]
Whats happening to the world today
society and humanity is going down the drain, the mindsets of some people are driving me insane. people are idolised for good looks and drug abuse, there are eleven year old kids out on the booze. everyone is judged on how they look act and dress, why is the society on earth becoming such a [..more..]
WTF?!?
Ah here, what the f*** like? Where the f*** did that come from? Like, sweet f***ing jesus, what the f***ing f***. In all f***ing fairness like, of all the f***ing things. what in the name of f***ing jesus.
just faced reality for a moment
I am a big mess. In the inside and outside. I don’t know what to do. Keep ignoring it like i’ve done all along? Seems like the easiest way. I guess i just have my break down moments…
Falling Apart
Losing friends, family life going downhill, and I feel more alone than ever. I am terrified to see what happens next. Why is it that this is all happening? If I could I would just leave this s*** hole city and never ever look back! I hate it here and I can’t stand the people [..more..]
I love you too.
God forbid I pick up a dropped lid for you. Snatching the lid from my grasp really showed me! Shame on me for having manners. Thank you for doing your excuse of laundry the day I literally have not a single clean piece of clothing from waiting for everyone else to finish thier laundry for [..more..]
I am in love with you. Why can’t you see that?
There is this boy and he is perfect in every way. And today he was being flirty with me and everything but sometimes I feel like he is leading me on. I want to kiss him more than anything in the whole wide world. He talks to me, and drew me something today. But I [..more..]