I hate how you make me feel like dirt….
I hate how you make me feel like dirt. I am so proud, proud of the little things. I try so HARD to be perfect, for you and everone else…for myself. I want to be perfect artistically, with my drawings and photography; academically and most of all, physically. I NEVER WANT TO BE SEEN WEAK. [..more..]
I can’t tell anyone. I can’t be myself. This smile is not me. I’m bitter, I’m angry and I’m f***ing hurting, every minute of every day. How will I ever get through college? What did I think I was doing when I enrolled? I’m nothing but a sex object and a punching bag, for guys [..more..]
I know its only a matter of time and you will get back in touch once again but each time you disappear like this and dont talk it hurts and each time it hurts more and more…I WANT TO SHOUT FROM THE ROOF TOPS YOUR NAME.m i want everyone to know i love you and [..more..]
Today I’m Really Wishing I Hadn’t Screw Things Up With My Dad He Trys To Make Everything Right Again But I Never Let Him I’m Teird Of Lying And Fighting I Want My Life Back And Everything Else I Had My Freinds My Hopes My Dreams I Thought This Was The Life I Wanted But [..more..]
PLEASE STOP. I DON’T WANT TO LOVE YOU. I WANT TO FEEL NORMAL AGAIN. WITHOUT THIS CONSTANT NEEDING FOR YOU. YOU EASILY BECAME PART OF MY SYSTEM. I MISS YOU WHEN WE DON’T TALK AND I HATE IT. HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL AND MADE ME LOVE YOU MORE THAN JUST BEING MY FRIEND. [..more..]