I don’t know why I am writing this here….

I don’t know why I am writing this here. I really want it to just get lost in the recesses of cyber-space, but I need to say it somewhere or I feel like…I don’t know, really. I suppose it would just feel wrong to leave it unsaid. I want to die. Sometimes, I hate myself [..more..]

20-10-11(4:18:25)

You have no idea how much the small things you say mean to me. and I miss you, a lot. Like so much actually. But some things are better left unsaid, unspoken..

11-09-11(7:46:21)

I have so much in my head. That has been left unsaid. Things that nobody knows and I becareful not to let it show. I wish I could just scream at the top of my lungs. And sing the song that is unsung. The song of my life and the tragedy that my life has [..more..]

I feel like I am reading way, way, to much into this. it was just one kiss. in fact, it was barely a kiss. barely. it lasted. . . seconds. before I ended it. I feel annoyed with myself for kissing you back for those seconds. But i can’t decide whether I’m more annoyed at [..more..]