The Insanity Inside

Lately I’ve been feeling insane. I’m pretty sure I have multiple personality disorder, I know I have ptsd, and also agoraphobia. Not to mention adhd so yeah I have my hands full. My personalties are getting harder to control, though none of them are cruel, many of them are more ruthless than I. One a [..more..]

13-03-12(3:12:11)

I FINALLY tell my mother how I feel. Basically tell her how I want my life to end. She tries and makes it better by saying ‘let’s get a puppy!’ Thinking she will keep me busy. Few days later, she uses what I spilled against me! She me to stop ‘getting away from reality’, aka [..more..]

…like spilling my guts. Writing to strangers and hearing their thoughts, because no one I’ve talked to all ready has any good explanations for me. The thing is – there’s this boy. There always is. His name… we’ll say Nick. And mine.. Natalie. But here is how the story goes. We met, became friends, then [..more..]