11-09-11(6:43:34)

You know what, just stop talking to me. F***ing stop. It’s not fair, how come you’re so lucky? I’ve been f***ing forever alone for years and I don’t understand it. People tell me I’m pretty, I’m funny, I’m awesome but f*** it all, it doesn’t mean s***. Nobody. Seems. To. F***ing. Like. Me. I can’t [..more..]

We have patched up. I hope you wont harbour resentment towards me. I love you so much. You mean so much to me. If I can’t have you in my life, I will seriously contemplate suicide because that is how significant you are to me. You might be worried about my guy friends. But the [..more..]