“…but we all wanted to grow up”

I look at all these thoughts everyone writes on this website & i have many thoughts while reading such as im not alone to wow this is very depressing . Then i think what if someone reads my thoughts and thinks ” this is depressing ” I don’t want to be the depressed girl anymore [..more..]

13-03-12(3:12:11)

I FINALLY tell my mother how I feel. Basically tell her how I want my life to end. She tries and makes it better by saying ‘let’s get a puppy!’ Thinking she will keep me busy. Few days later, she uses what I spilled against me! She me to stop ‘getting away from reality’, aka [..more..]

08-02-12(3:37:55)

I feel so guilty. I’ve managed to find ways to think of myself as a whore at all times. I don’t regret doing what I did, I liked it. I know it may seem weird, but it felt good and I would do it again… I just feel guilty because of all I’m reading about [..more..]

I feel like I am reading way, way, to much into this. it was just one kiss. in fact, it was barely a kiss. barely. it lasted. . . seconds. before I ended it. I feel annoyed with myself for kissing you back for those seconds. But i can’t decide whether I’m more annoyed at [..more..]

Somebody get this fat f*** off my couch. If I were to voice my complaint, I’d be paying far too high of a cost, socially. However, him spending 16+ hours a day occupying the sole piece of comfortable furniture is starting to prevent me from getting any good reading time in, and his massive weight [..more..]