Stuck in the past

What more could i possibly do!!? Why can’t i move on?!I don’t care about anyone or anything from my past and i don’t want to care, so why do i keep thinking about it !!!! I’m sick of it!!!!!

True Feelings

-As I sit alone deep in thought, I wonder what my next move is. What my future holds for me and my unborn child. I feel like I’m truly happy, but for some reason I want to make myself sad and depressed.

26-04-12(2:39:27)

Why does it feel like every opportunity is passing me by? if time does move, why am i not moving with it? why do some songs without words say much more than songs with words? life?

13-03-12(5:43:08)

I loved you and you just left. I thought i was doing the best I could but i guess it wasn’t enough. You even come back to haunt my dreams of what could’ve been. No more. I wanna move on, please leave me alone…

i miss him so so much, and i know that will be roughly 4 – 5 more months before i can see him again. and at the same time as missing him i cant move past all the stuff he did to me in the past that hurt so much. i’m so confused.