03-02-12(1:49:39)
People dream about falling in love and when it happens to me i kinda forced her away. We where just too different we where from opposite sides of the world is just some things i tell myself even tho i know its not true. I always knew she was and will always be my one [..more..]
05-01-12(9:22:35)
i feel kinda of weird. like i hate feeling like i need someone to make me happy but your the only thing that makes me happy. and i know for a fact that if you leave i will be broken and that f***ing sucks. im holding back from even talking to you right now because [..more..]
10-08-11(16:29:27)
So last night I dreamed me and mom got in a bad fight and I got in my car and took off. I was in the car screaming and cussing, but I stopped right on train tracks. I sat there and all of a sudden a train hit me. It skipped scenes and I was [..more..]
18-07-11(5:45:25)
It’s nice knowing that you aren’t what you thought you were. Kinda sucks to still be a freak, though. 😛
to who i write this i do not know…
to who i write this i do not know, mostly because im not sure what to believe within my own spirituality. but i pose a question. why did all the selfish people get what they wanted. why did i not get such small mundane thing i have asked for. i have asked of you only [..more..]
I really think I love this boy. But I’m not sure if I do or not. But all I know if that I really want to. And I want to be happy with him. But he said he is to scared to ask me to be in a relationship with him? It kinda of annoys [..more..]
i was actually kinda starting to like anthony but he is so messed up every one warned me that hes a player.but seth is pretty nice i think but i will feel kindof slutty if i jump from guy to guy so idk… i just feel so stupid for likeing anthony
#322 Thank you. I cried when I read it. I cried because I knew that someone, even though I don’t know them, kinda stood up for me in some way, but I can’t stop hanging out with them. I’d rather put up with this than be alone. If only I was as strong as that. [..more..]