My mind knows but my heart doesn’t want to listen.

I know that he’s in a relationship now. I know that he likes her. I know that they’re continuing to become closer and closer. …Yet, why do I have this attraction towards him? Is it because I have made the second leap from acquaintance to friends? Is it because he acknowledges my presence and jokes [..more..]

06-06-12(4:14:03)

I want to feel pretty. I want to feel worthy to somebody. I want to feel beautiful all over again. I want to wake up with a smile on my face. I want to have somebody that is afraid to lose me. I want to look in the mirror and be proud of myself. I [..more..]

03-05-12(18:39:16)

who actually knows the true purpose of life, the true reason we were put here on Earth? some say it was God’s way of fulfilling what was meant to be, while others have no intention of even thinking,guessing or caring about this very subject. I suppose it comes from deep down really, the way you’ve [..more..]

10-02-12(19:13:11)

Every time I come home I tend to be really excited. I can’t wait to get home, I look forward to seeing my parents, I look forward to seeing my dog etc. But when I get home, something changes. I’m not sure what, but I can’t help but get angry with my mother at times [..more..]

arghhhh………….i really hate those nosy and stuck up bastards(guests) in the restaurants.they are always trying to make other people miserable just because they are probably the most bitter bithces in the world.i just want to beat them up and make them behave like a decent humanbeing.nothing is ever good enough and hearing them complain makes [..more..]

I rang you today… we only spoke for a short while but it was lovely to hear your voice… I asked if you were up here you said no down south… I said down south where you belong… you sounded rejected and flat from my comment… I have so much trouble understanding you at times…There [..more..]