In love, but homesick
My boyfriend and I have been together for two and a half years, long distance; me from Maine and him from Illinois. Recently, I moved to Illinois to be with him, which at first I loved. I like the small town charm here, friendly people, his accepting family and his friends who have accepted me [..more..]
reaching out
I have tried reaching out so many times, to my mom, my friends, anyone who would listen. Everyone I’ve ever tried to get help from has put it off as me just trying to get attention, so i hide. I know im getting worse because everyday is becoming a struggle, I feel like im homesick [..more..]
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i hate myself right now. idk why but i know im a total mess and i cant do anything to make it better. i think everyone around me hate me too. i cant take control of my life and everything’s a mess. i disappoint everyone and myself. im not good with my God either and [..more..]