Emotions
I feel like I have what I want but not what I need. I am afraid to fail at life and I keep myself inside a bubble. Guys do not like me. I have two friends who don’t even enjoy my company and I do so much for them. I feel like my life is [..more..]
A little advice for myself when i start feeling horrible again
You can do better, you don’t need him to be happy, it’s hard now but it’s going to get better, your not the only one feeling like this. You will start feeling better and one day you will look back and realize it was for the best. Don’t give up, just keep going, keep your [..more..]
Let down again
Somehow, I knew you would let me down again. I just wanted to see you and talk to you about my feelings and you managed to ruin that for me. You managed to be so busy that you couldn’t make time for me. I wish I didn’t have these feelings for you. They drive me [..more..]
13-06-12(3:05:43)
My biggest secret is that I’m f***ing terrified of the future. I’m terrified of what’s going to happen to me, what’s going to happen to my parents, my brother… I’m scared because I don’t know and I don’t have any control of what’s going to happen. And I won’t know until then. I’m feeling so [..more..]
07-04-12(1:12:31)
it’s ridiculous how crazy I am for this person who live 9000 miles away from me. it just hurts to think about giving up on her and knowing that I will never get a chance to be with her. however, a small part of me tells me that I still have a small chance to [..more..]
25-03-12(19:19:25)
I want someone to wrap their arms around me and tell me that they love me, and that everything will be okay… but, I don’t think even that will make me feel any better. ‘What’s wrong?’ people ask. I lie and reply with ‘Nothing.’ because I don’t know what’s wrong. I don’t know why I [..more..]
08-12-11(2:14:16)
Why do i feel like this is a dead end? I feel so trapped. I feel like I don’t belong. I don’t see a good future.. I see limitations and sadness and a life full of trials.. i feel so trapped.
28-09-11(22:18:04)
I have been worried about my fertility. I am 23 with no children, but would like one in the future. Today I was researching long term effects of depoprovera as to seeing how I was one it on and off for seven years. Turns out all I did to myself was complicate the one thing [..more..]