You can do better, you don’t need him to be happy, it’s hard now but it’s going to get better, your not the only one feeling like this. You will start feeling better and one day you will look back and realize it was for the best. Don’t give up, just keep going, keep your head up, don’t beg for another chance, if it’s meant to be it will be, maybe not now, maybe in the future, just move on and learn from this. Take your own advice me, please.