Mom does not love me
she was unhappy when i was born, she cried and told the entire world her entire life about this. called me ugly at a family gathering. always thought of me as a burden, thinking how much she would have to spend on my wedding. always told me i coudnt do anything. always think my cousins [..more..]
R.I.P
Its been a day since i lost one of my bestfriend, litterally i have known him my entire life. He died because of cancer. I really miss him, and i seems that i cant get over it. I feel really dissapointed in myself not to see him every week or something. I feel guilt not [..more..]
SCHOOL ANXIETY
I have horrible worries about school. Tomorrow is my first day back after a really long and happy Christmas break. I just feel sick about the whole thing. I hate school more than anything in the entire world. My stomach gets really upset, I get horrible head aches. And I really don’t stop crying. I [..more..]
I wish
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and redo everything. Girl you were my entire world, without you I was/ am completely lost. I hurt you more than any man could bare to live through I will be sorry until the day I die. I wish you had the courage to take me [..more..]
30-10-11(16:11:11)
I wish i could tell everyone in the entire world that they are beautiful. everyone deserves to be called beautiful everyday their smile is the most vaulable thing you could ask for