burning out
fsck you burn out, fsck you not caring about life.. and i thought anew that i’d have something to live for something to learn, something to be passionate about, but it’s slipping away now. maybe it’s because i pursued it too hard, pushed too much, and burned it out of me. give it time?
Crush
Crush: a burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special everybody has/had one. some people think a crush and a love are the same thing….. i realized, awhile back in the stressful and confusing way, that a “love” and a “crush” are two different things. A crush is only [..more..]
13-01-12(4:25:26)
Why is everything so secretive when it comes to you? Like you have to do everything behind my back if it doesn’t involve me being with you at the time. I don’t get it. Why can’t you just talk to me? Ask me how my day was. Tell me how your day was. I hate [..more..]
09-09-11(17:37:26)
Let’s just pretend we are not in love. Let’s just spend a good time together. You want me, i want you. And the whole world can stop spinning around for the moment. The flowing wind, the sound of the ocean, the silence of the night, the softness of the sand. The orgasm that we share [..more..]