Sorry God
hi there God, i know you are everywhere so i know you can read this together with a few others who visit this site.. i just want you to now that i am very sorry that i am and feel so lazy today because i have a cold that i didn’t get to attend mass [..more..]
I have no right to live
Well, I have a normal life. But the thing is I’m awfully single and guys around me have friends who are girls and chat with them for a long time that I feel let down by my fate. I can’t judge my appearance – I mean if I’m good looking or not, but why is [..more..]
Physical Attraction vs. Spiritual Attraction
It’s unfortunate that we are incapable of ignoring all physical attractions and of instead peering into the personality/spirit of another person. People usually attempt to get together/exchange numbers when they see someone with good looks. I wish that instead we were made with the ability to somehow glimpse into another person’s character, and that physical [..more..]
True Beauty
“Everyone is beautiful just not everyone can see it.” Although I agree with this quote, there’s also more to it. Beauty isn’t always something you can see; it’s not only skin deep. Sometimes you hear someone’s true beauty in their singing or music. Other times you read it in their writing. Or their beauty is [..more..]
I hate my sister.
I hate my sister so much. First, she called me and fricken’ asked me to pick her up. Like wtf, yo, there’s people in the house i can’t fcking go pick you up. And she’s all mad and b**** after that. Minutes ago, i called her and asked where she was because apparently she’s not [..more..]
10-11-11(0:53:51)
It’s so hard to feel happy when your surrounded by friends who judge you by your appearance. Or by friends who exclude you from basically everything they’ve planned. Or by friends who are too shallow to really live. Are these people I surround myself with REALLY my friends. No. Not at all. They are “friends”, [..more..]
18-08-11(5:51:16)
I don’t know why I do this, but I allow myself to get depressed. To become so hung up on other people’s outer appearances and lives that I look back on mine with hatred and disgust and feel nothing but inferiority. It’s not like this all the time- I often have moments of happiness and [..more..]
I’m so scared of life. I feel like if i never wanna leave my mom and dad. I love them so much. I don’t want them to die. Every time i think of growing up it makes me wanna cry. Even more when we live in a world where you are judged by your appearance. [..more..]
I just want to get out of here! I don’t hate my life, I have an amzing mother, a wonderful brother, a hilarious boyfriend, the best friends a girl could ask for, I live a comfortable life etc. etc… but I just want to get out of here!!! I’ve been stuck here for so long [..more..]