12-09-11(11:39:11)
I have to face up to the fact this is over. I don’t want to be the mistake you keep making in life, and regretting over and over again. I love you. too much. But this it for me, i don’t deserve more from you Jazeer. I hope to God that I get more but [..more..]
31-08-11(18:04:45)
The feeling that we had. The thoughts that we knew we know them. The ideas that makes us think that we are right. The universe that make us feel lonely. The life that demand something from us. The love that sees us though. The children that makes us happy. The …
25-08-11(10:05:22)
i feel so angry at myself. i tell lies to everyone and i can’t open up. how am i going to live my life if i’m just going to isolate myself from the worl around me? at the same time though, i don’t know what to tell the others. i’m really not okay, should i [..more..]
24-08-11(4:08:47)
I thought at 21 years old, I’d stop feeling like a little helpless kid. Laying here with tears in my eyes because I can’t take away my mothers pain. I want to be the one thing in her life that doesn’t bring her any stress, but I can’t even do that right. I will push [..more..]
15-08-11(1:53:01)
Have you ever felt like..no one sees you? Or no one wants to see you? I do,all the time. I hate it, I want to be noticed. I want to be somewhere….where I can be and do anything I want! But sadly, I place like that can never excist for me. I will always be [..more..]
13-08-11(10:10:55)
Even if my heart really hurts to the point that I think is breaking …… I still need to smile…. I try my best to hold back all the tears in my eyes and only let it all out when I am completely alone and no one ever realize that i just cried ….. This [..more..]
11-08-11(20:27:54)
Why do I even bother talking? No one listens. Sometimes I wonder if I really even listen to myself. It hurts so bad knowing I have no one to talk to. My therapist is great, but she can’t always be there to help me through things. I’m so sick of hearing dogs bark, trying to [..more..]
11-08-11(7:28:00)
I can’t seem to sum this up into any real order, so i’ll just type what pops into my mind as it does. I don’t feel this way about many people, ever. Well, so far in my life. Its hard to believe I even met someone like you. Or got to feel what its like [..more..]
11-08-11(5:45:42)
It started with one cut. One cut to relieve herself from the pain. One cut was all it took to escape from all the problems around her. One cut for every friend she lost. One cut for every word you scream at her. One cut for every time you made her cry alone. But that [..more..]
10-08-11(22:19:55)
My life is never about me. I feel like a puppet,always being controled. I dont get to choose anything I do. I always have to follow the rules and i can’t hang out with my frinds that are boys. My parents don’t trust me. I’m young and i guess that’s why no one trusts me. [..more..]