I am gonna show them all.,
Okay so its been a long time that i have been a laughing stock for my classmates.. Now on more.. Guys dont come near me.. So I dont need them right now.. There’s this guy who is not even average looking.. And i found out that he has blocked me on facebook. we have never [..more..]
Alone
I live with 3 of my family members, but it’s like they’re not really there. I’m alone the majority of the time, but I wish they would include me in their talks once in a while.
Life is hard.
I think one of the biggest trials in my life is family. It has been about 5 years since my parents got divorced and it still affects me. Usually not in a good way. My mom got remarried which you can imagine is really hard for me. My dad is currently living with his parents, [..more..]
Revelation
The most hopeless moment is when you suddenly realise there is nothing, absolutely NOTHING, that you genuinely treasure in your life. Nothing worth holding on to.
Not sure how long I can go on
Somehow I know this is not a life I can hold on to forever. There are too many burdens on my shoulders. I’m feeling that every step I take gets heavier and heavier. Sometimes I feel big fear. But I must pretend there’s nothing. Sometimes I feel really uneasy. But I must be careful not [..more..]
Being alone for too long
I’m the type of person who enjoys being alone. I like to walk home alone with my music. I like to stay home on my own on Friday nights. I just like quiet and time to myself. But I don’t like being alone for too long. I don’t like being alone long enough for the [..more..]
sad
I Feel like i’ve done my best It didnt go the way it was suppose to and i just wanted someone to listen and be sympathetic… not someone to tell me what i should have or could have done.. Y cant you just be sympathetic… Sometimes it feels like i live my life solely based [..more..]
Falling
I feel… exhausted. I don’t know how to express this feeling clearly. I’m lost. I don’t know where I’m going. I feel like I hit rock bottom, that I can’t climb up towards the light anymore. I don’t have such energy. I used to be so happy. So ambitious. Now, I feel like nothing’s worth [..more..]
Poetic Jane
Before the Storm, The world is still, A heart on a sleeve, An insult comes hurling, A wind starts whirling, A heart started beating, A life started ending, A life’s no more, A life’s begin, All before the storm
What do I do?!
I’m currently in the last year at college, and I have a huge fear of the future and life itself. My college pressure leavers to go to university or get a job or an apprenticeship. I made my decision of not going to university as it just isn’t for me right now. Now it is [..more..]