Crap…
Reality check…he did read this…atleast I think so…he has deleted me….from everywhere….and it hurts so much…feels like he just threw me away…but thats probably how he feels about me…to not be able to write and ask him hurts so much… I don’t think this will go good with me…I don’t think I can pretend to [..more..]
I cant feel free till …
Tell me which it is, tell me what I need. I don’t know if I am just reluctant to change or I’m ….. I don’t know. But I want to get rid of it. I’m trying and it is still there and it’s driving me nuts. No one knows what I am going through because [..more..]
Help
Idk. Maybe I’m just stupid. Okay well there’s this guy & when we met we kinda hit it off. We started texting and well we became really close. like REALLY close. Atleast it seemed so to me. Everyone told me not to go for him bc he’s a piece of s*** and what not and [..more..]
Going round and round in anger
I’m an 18 year old girl who just got out of high school and I have no idea what to do with my life. Maybe college isn’t an option for me because my parents won’t help. I can’t seem to find a job because of personal reasons and even though I got accepted to colleges [..more..]
This is long asf. But it’s about my life. and ig it’s interesting.
Hi. this is my blog. i know no one will ever read this. or find this, thank god. but i’m not typing this for anyone else. i’m simply typing this for myself. I need a place i can put all of my emotions to. Because i don’t have a bestfriend. Well i did, but she [..more..]
I’m stuck
I’m struggling so much right now. Every online test I’ve taken says that I should consult with a professional ‘immediately’ because of ‘serious mental health concerns’. And believe me, I know I should. There’s no point starting treatment now though, cuz I’m moving to another city in August. I’ll just be beginning to get comfortable [..more..]
Better off Dead
All alone in my room…in a state of oblivion. It’s aurora and I’m doing illicit things. Watching the iridescent lights and smelling something like a petrichor. Feeling ethereal and having a limerence for someone who’s forbidden and being missed. Hearing the sonorous and mellifluous sound of music feeling as though it’s been an epoch since [..more..]
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I don’t get you
I don’t understand… yesterday you were so friendly and attentive. But today you are so aloof and unresponsive. I don’t know why. You seem a totally different person at different times. This happened before. I can never comprehend. The last time it happened, it was after a brilliant joint speech delivered by us together. I [..more..]
life is like a box of choclates you never know what your going to get
life can be difficult but you cant put yourself down. It’s okay to be sad. i have felt like i don’t want to be here anymore i have been to the point that god just take me home but he wont let me he sees my pain and makes me better he says your not [..more..]