Posted by Anonymous on 2012/09/21 under Uncategorized So my boyfriend and i have been dating for 6 months now and things are pretty good. of course like every other couple we have our ups and downs. My boyfriend is handsome, tall, dark skin, green eyes, and a killer smile; so i feel quite lucky to have him! But some times i cant help to wonder if its just luck that he came into my life or a sign from God that i needed to get over my ex bf, whom i had been extremely depressed about for 2 whole year! when i got with my boyfriend now i was not expecting to have a “serious” relationship but eventually feelings grew and now you can say i love him! another thing that i’m confused about is if i really love him for him or just the idea of him?! im so confused and it really sucks because he talks about marriage and kids and a future together. i’ve always thought about a future with kids but im really unsure if im ready for it with him? im not gonna lie but sometimes i still miss my ex and honestly if i were to see him again, i wouldnt know if feelings would come back or not. I wish this were easy. :/ my mom always tells me “dont loose the one you love for the one you like, for the one you like will leave you for the one they love!” this is so true! i just dont want my boyfriend now to keep planning our life together and i still think about my ex on the side.