Posted by Anonymous on 2015/09/23 under Uncategorized I am often asked why I am single or when I am going to get married or find a man and it really annoys me yet makes me sad as well. Because while I am a very strong willed and independent woman, I am also continuously beaten down to a pulp of self loathing, low esteem and depression. Others talk about me all of the time and are more than happy to let me know that people say bad things about me. My “friends” are too busy with their own lives to care if I’m being swallowed by a pit of darkness or not.
So if that is how SO many other people see me, WHY would anyone want to be with me? Why would I ever drop my guard long enough to let someone in when I know that that is how people see me deep down. I am an odd person and I know it. Often times I am more than happy to be on my own but on days like today it’s a bit different. I’m not an ogre.
Why would people ask if your married ? I mean how old are you ?