You see, dear reader, since 7th grade my parents have encouraged me to “think ahead”. And with that they never ment i should just pre-think the next day! They wanted me to think abou the future-future… What I want to do, what I want to study, where I want to study it, etc… And right now, as i am finishing 9th grade and turning 15, these are all questions that i have yet to discover the answer to! If you are right now, or already have passed through this complicated part of life called adolescence, you know how confusing it really is. Its like walking in the dark. Whenever you touch something you think of something it could be. But you really never know for sure. And so I search and search for answers, make excel tabels of universities, study all day, so i can one day finally find a good job and work all day… Great… IS THAT REALLY WHAT WE ALL WORK TOWARDS TO? MORE WORK?! i feel like there is no more thrill in my life! no more adventure, no more fun! is this Life? Should I try to enjoy myself too or will that prevent me from in the fututre finding a job of my own? Please help me guys!
ease it up a bit,im sure your parents would approve it too if you talked to them sincere,they want you the best and that’s the why are they pushing you but they want you to be happy along the way too so they understand probably,so talk to them don’t be shy and advise with them where can you get some slack maybe