Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/11 under Uncategorized I guess I’ve always wanted to be the type to fit in and feel that I belong somewhere. I see all these groups of friends doing things together. But then there’s me. Going to turn 18 yet my parents still treat me as a young child. I want to have the freedom to do what I’d like with my friends and not have to tip toe so much around my parents. They get mad if I say the wrong thing or do the thing. It’s exhausting. And to top it all off I’m crushing on one of my good guy friends who probably only sees me as nothing more then a hot mess. I mean he’s supppppeeeeerrrrrr friendly to all the girls. Why in the world would he like me? I dunno I guess I was feeling lonely. I never kept friends long. They all sort of ending up leaving. So I guess maybe I’m just meant to be by myself. But I’d rather have someone then no one. But it feels like no one wants me.
Hey Anon no need to feel left
Out. Honestly it’s been my life in a summary with my
Parents. Turning 21 and it still feels like I’m trapped inside the boundaries of my
Own home. You aren’t alone in the world, friends come
In all shapes sizes colors lol. Don’t mine that guy and don’t mind the crowd, you yourself are unique. We all are. Our individuality sets us apart. If the guy can hear your feelings.. Then he will have one of two reactions. But whoever can’t be what we need for us, don’t have to be something for us. How we act, what we feel, it all honestly stems from how we want to portray ourselves. Friends are indefinite and can happen anytime. Just
Don’t be shy, and push yourself. Best of luck