Posted by Anonymous on 2015/06/05 under Uncategorized I hate my body. I know lots of people who say to accept yourself and to “be happy in your own skin” but for me that’s a bunch of bulls***. No one knows what I have been through with my body. I got stretch marks at a young age. Thinking they would go away j tried various methods of getting rid of them. But when I began to get them on my chest and stomach I realized that I was stuck with them for the rest of my life. My mom said that since me and my twin sister were premature that maybe we didn’t get the elasticity in our skin but I think that it’s s***. Now I’m only 17 yeah I’m fatter then other girls and have acne prone skin. And I honestly think that I am the ugliest person ever. I have never liked my body and I don’t think I ever will. Now I go on social media and I see things that people want others to point out there flaws. When to be honest they are absolutely perfect. I would never do such a thing because I know each and everyone of mine. I have gone over them thousands of times and the more I think about the more I know in stuck this way. I can’t stand to look in the mirror for more then a minute without looking over my flaws. I’m never been able to wear a bikini or a size small shirt. I don’t even wear shorts in summer. I have tried twice in the past to commit divide all because of how I thought that I was ugly and not worth being on the planet. And I still think that. I even quit my 11th year in school because of my body. And how I thought of how ugly and worthless I was. I know a lot of people have flaws and accept them or they feel like there not beautiful. But I’m stuck with this body the rest of my life and somehow. I can’t accept it.
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hey…
u could try using vitamin E oil for your stretch marks..i got them at a young age too..and ya,it is embarrassing..but i used it for about a 3-4 months and i dont have them now..and ya what ur mom said is bulls***!!
for your acne you could use raw milk as a scrubber.. apply it to your face and leave it for about an hour or so..u could do that twice a week and it would help..
and i do prefer swimming for weight loss..it pretty fast fat burning exercise!
….and dont be so hard on yourself..cuz the only person who can change u,is u…
i hope it helped