Posted by Anonymous on 2015/05/31 under Uncategorized Hey there stranger, Are you feeling like me? Are you screaming for answers and getting no reply? Scary isn’t it, being all alone. It makes you feel as small as someone can possibly be. I’m tired my dear friend, tired of trying so hard and it resulting to nothing. What is the point of all this? What is the actual point of waking up everyday, being ignored and pushed aside? Why not just end it all and not ever, ever have to worry about all this stupid bulls*** anymore? But of course I can’t just give up, that’s not me. Well at least that’s how everyone perceives me. Honestly if my parents and my siblings didn’t love me so much, I’d be gone. Sailing through those beautiful clouds without a care in the world. I’m sick of all this petty nonsense and drama that only exists to tear us apart. Our so called friends, only there when they need something out of you. Don’t get me wrong, I follow along with all this fake s***, but don’t think for a second I like it. I’m just forced to act like everything is okay. Forced to fake a smile and act like I’m not on the verge of breaking down. There are some weeks that I come home from school and ball my eyes out.. hiding my face into my blankets trying to muffle my sobs. But then again how ungrateful am I? Sitting here with my brand new laptop and my phone by my side, complaining about my stupid life. But that’s just how it goes I guess. No one will ever be content. I’ve learned that in my few short years I’ve been on this earth. Today might be my last, but at least you dear reader, know how I feel. – Just another wasted life