I’ve liked you for 9 years, 9 YEARS! And I thought you were finally going to be mine, everything was great! Or at least they were in my head, you must have thought differently because all of a sudden you pulled away and I feel as if though I’ve lost you again. So I’ve been laying here for the past few hours awake, wondering why you gave me such beautiful memories, of how we almost kissed, and then you just left. You’re still around but its not the same. You don’t talk to me like you used to. You don’t jump at the opportunity to see me. I’m scared. Because I think I fell in love with you and my heart hurts.