Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/13 under Uncategorized Why do i convince myself that i can buy someones love.. that i can trap them into wanting me by doing kind things for them? Yes, i am an extremely kind person even to those who are not deserving of my kindness but as f***ed up as he is and as f***ed up are the things he’s done to me.. i can not stop myself from just trying over and over and over again to make him care about me. Why do i do this to myself.. i torture myself constantly trying to be with him when I really have no chance at all. he’ll never care i don’t know why i try.