Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/12 under Uncategorized Skinny love is one of those songs that just hits me, breaks me kills me, reminds me to much of the old days. Makes me think thAt after she left it wasn’t just her I lost it it was everything my whole life I lost her whole family whom I was very close with. And not just that but One of my best friends, among others. life just changed I feel grown up now I never use to feel this old. So where do we go from here is what I keep asking myself what have I gotten myself into this is f***ed what am I doing living 2 blocks from we’re I grew up and I feel like its impossible to change. Then there’s my Job man that s*** is f***ed I’m 25 and iv been there 8 years I’m one of the top guys. So did I just waste my potential at that s***hole. I feel like I’m on a downward spiral iv felt this way for a while I dunno howmto get out of it I say I wanna quit drinking and doing drugs bit then my friends might do s*** and all I wanna doing is be with them I want to hang with my friends but how many friends do I even have I feel alone as f*** the ones who I thought were always gonna be there are not around so here I stand all alone bymyawld dwelling on the past so what do I do. I’m in desperate. Need of someone showing me they actually care cuz I feel like I’m just gonna keep on doing this Til I’m so f***ed I gotta go to rehab or somin stupid. The tucked up thing is I kno I’m smarter then this I kno what I’m doing but yet I don’t give a f*** I just keep doing this to myself so I dunno as it stands I dotnt see an end but maybe soon it will be there