Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/12 under Uncategorized a teenage girl in a cruel world. but don’t we all think that. well at least i do. depression is a part of my life. sometimes when i’m tired i imagine myself laying on my bed with my laptop listening to depressing music. because i enjoy that, is that wrong? i enjoy being left alone. i involve myself with other things so the ones that care for me don’t become so concerned in my life. because i hate when people have concerns about me. i don’t like it at all. but anyways i tend to act as if i don’t enjoy being depressed, call me crazy but i think i really really like the feeling of feeling low with music playing while i lay down and think. i guess overt thinking for me is actually turning into just normal thinking? i over think so much that i guess its starting to feel normal.