Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/09 under Uncategorized I guess when it comes down to it, it’s just the thought that counts… right? I thought we had something I thought he saw the same. turns out just like with everyone else I come into contact with, our vision is different. We laughed and talked and messed around with one another. We joked around talking about futures and children. Who knew I would fall for him. Everyone said “oh you two look so cute together!” well thanks I guess… for all these misconceptions you put into my head. Our friend came out to me a week before him. turns out he liked her, too bad there was no chance. It all felt so weird and somehow I said “Listen I like you and I just wanted you to know.” he said “it’s fine Lilly.” “it’s fine.” To me it wasn’t okay and it would never be fine. I got so mixed up in us I never thought about them. It would be so great to see them together, two peas in a pod who could argue? Our friendship was great and now it is over, not completely but I feel it slowly declining. I miss him so much he’s always on my mind. day and night I wonder “what else could I do wrong?” My texts are ignored. My hellos brushed off. You said we should forget or else “It will be hard to speak.” you’re making this hard while I’m trying to soften things out. I want to forget why can’t you let me? Stop being so great I know you deserve better. To think I was right was nothing but a joke. Our minds play tricks on us but our hearts even more. So let’s try to forget and smooth all this out because after all, it’s the thought that counts.