Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/09 under Uncategorized my head hurts. i think to much about to many different things all at one time. and i hate it. honestly so much. because thinking so much at once makes me over think about everything and then that leads to anxiety and it so annoying. i wish anxiety or depression didn’t exist. but i also wish so many things didn’t exist. having a sever type of anxiety is bad i know. and thank god i don’t have that but honestly it still sucks because my anxiety leads into throwing up and then the more i throw up i feel a pain in my stomach and i haven’t gone to the dr. because i’ve stopped but still i wake up to get ready and i feel weak like i have to throw up. but i end up not. one day i just wanna wake up and feel perfectly fine, not insecure, or worry about anything or feel not safe or think i need to take ills for anxiety because of anxiety its caused me depression and depression sucks because i’m sad all the time on the inside. on the outside its just a fake smile and laugh. i try to change my taste in music but thats really hard. its like telling a fat person to loose 100 pounds by 2 days. not possible. my music taste is basically alternative and love songs.i just love that genre I’m not a “turnt up” person really. almost all my friends are. but i’m not. ugggghhhhh.
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I feel the same … strange but comforting to know other people are like this. all my mates are into different stuff. I feel lost half the time. lost and sick