Posted by Anonymous on 2013/11/20 under Uncategorized I went for my annual check up last week and got tested for STDs… Not like it’s my first time doing this, but it’s my first time being scared and worried that the results won’t be what I want them to be and what they’ve been in past. I’ve had 2 partners in the year. 2 people I’ve known very well for a good portion of my life. People I trust and who I know care about me. I honestly, don’t know what I’d do if I have something. I know I have to tell them both, but I think I’d rather tell the one furthest back to get tested first, so that way I know if I’m the carrier and that I passed it on to my most recent partner, who I’m still involved with. That’s the WORST case scenario for me, if I do have it.The somewhat better case would be to find out that the first one of the two doesn’t have anything and that I got it with my most recent. THE ABSOLUTE BEST scenario would be that I’m negative all around and that’s what I’m praying for. I just hate waiting for test results, it never gets easy, no matter WHAT kind of test it is. At this point, I just want to know so I can stop being scared.