Hate. Bitterness. Betrayal – that’s how you make me feel. For seven years, I have shared my joys, my sorrows, my life with you and now I realize I don’t even know you. I’m not sure I ever did. What I do know is that the person you are now is not the person I believed you to be. I know that I thought you to be my best friend and you turned out to be a cruel stranger. I know that I am angry at myself for not erasing you forever from my heart and my mind. Instead, I keep reaching out to you because I cannot imagine how we ended up here. I keep desperately waiting for you to wake me up from this nightmare that I must have fallen into, but it doesn’t end. You just turn around and walk away. And I hate you.