Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/15 under Uncategorized I like you…a lot. I’m completely distracted by you; you captivate me. I’m mesmerized by your intelligence and the way your brain works. And you’re handsome and please don’t take this the wrong way, my feelings for you are not as shallow as your appearance, but you lack so much confidence, and I think so very highly of you, as do many others, so I had to say that.
You will do great things, you’ll probably win a Nobel prize, and you’ll find a wonderful woman to share that with while you’re in graduate school together. But, for now, I sit and wish that you would think of me in the ways that I think of you. I must admit that I wanted to dance with you, and I wanted to sit with you, and I wanted to go to church with you, and listen to your research talk, and talk about math, which I cannot bring myself to care about unless you are the one speaking about it. And I want to be there for you and I want to hold your hand, and I want to love you. You are not the kind of man who women just like, you’re the kind that they fall for, and dream of falling for. And I am falling for you, and I can’t do anything to stop it. I’ve tried. The falling for you is a confession that I have not said out loud, even to myself.
You’re bewitching, and you don’t try, you don’t have to try with me. You ignite the passionate side of me that loves life, that has this brilliant light that can’t be stifled. This has been going on ever since I met you freshman year–God it has been four years of this! You challenge me in ways that I dream of being challenged, and never am until I have a conversation with you. You are 100% of the time yourself around me and I love that. I love that I get you, when so many others don’t, and that makes me feel special, even if it actually means that I am F.R.I.E.N.D.Z.O.N.E.D.
I just want to say this to you but I’m going to be utterly rejected, and I would make things awkward for you and I don’t want to do that to you. But it is getting really hard for me to keep this inside, especially now that graduation is soon, and I’ve got nothing to loose.
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You should say this to him. Sometimes people don’t always get to hear something that genuine. Sounds like this guy deserves it.