Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/15 under Uncategorized I always thought my life would be so different in my teenage years you know? I always expected to be the blonde cheerleader with the cool car and the boyfriend. I just wanted to be perfect all around. Instead, I turned into the shy outsider with two friends who use her. The girl who does not know how to drive, the girl who has never even kissed a boy. And I never wanted this. I feel like someone else is living my life. How are people having so much fun, and I am just here? I always thought that being a teen would be the best years of my life, but they have become the most depressing. 16 is not the age I longed for. I just want to go back to being a child. Innocent and pure. I hate seeing things I cannot have or control in this life. And I hate highschool more than anything. I have become a failure and it hurts the most because I have to look back on this for the rest of my life.